Changes ... : - /

As I was out tonight I observed alot of things and the biggest is I don't fit in anymore. All my friends have changed and as hard as it is to admit I have to. Our lives have grown apart and the friendship we once shared is no longer there. As I sat on the bed with people I believed to have opened their arms to me and gave me a home in their chapter I no longer saw the bond we once shared. It pains me that those that I once considered my closest friends are no longer there. Every time I think about the friendships that I held so dear to me and realize they are no longer there ... I feel as if my heart is being stabbed into and torn apart. I realize that I am all alone in this world.
Now don't get me wrong ... you guys have been some of the greatest friends but we became closer after my life changed. The people I would trust my life with are you guys but it hurts me soo much that these other friends are no longer there.
Maybe this is the way life is suppose to be and they are supose to just be a memory in my life nohing more nothing less.